Oh, hello hello again, sensitive kago. I do not know what's going on with me lately, but ... everything makes me cry... yesterday I cried for like half an hour, and still, I'm on the verge of crying ... I do not know what is this, and ... I'm panic-stricken ... I swear that even now I'm staggering like a fool. oh, shit. but this feeling always comes out at night, and arg ... what the fuck is this? my friends left me repeatedly... Every day they just say "sorry, sorry, very sorry," and their synonyms ... I can not and do not want to change, but it hurts so much to cause pain to so many people. I'm sorry ...